Dearest Father in Heaven,
I just want to thank you deeply, for my heart rejoices to know that your beautiful face is turned to me once more. I know that I have done sinful things that have probably hurt you more than they did me. In agonizing pain I was, chasing after futile desires that did not satisfy. Blind I was to it all Father! I thought it was good but it was poison indeed. You tried to stop me. You tried to hold me back and keep me from hurting myself but I turned and was angry at you. Then I ripped my hand from your grasp and ran after my desires again, and again. Then when my energy ran dry, and my hungers still unsatisfied. I realized that I was wrong. I thought I was right but I was completely and utterly wrong. I blame myself completely for my downfall and I am undeserving to be your child. I prayed for a year in hopes that you would forgive me, but my guilt and shame blocked your light and I was in the darkness for a long time and my heart was gone. There was only a dark void where my heart was. I researched day and night for a cure for heartache for O dear readers! Heart ache is something that no medicine could cure! By goodness I know! I work in a drug store! And yes, no medicine can cure a broken heart. But then after one year I found Jesus. God sent Him to save the broken hearted and so I gave it a shot. I felt that maybe God has forsaken me after all. I don’t blame Him if He did. I was so messed up you know? I messed up bad. Then I prayed for Jesus to come down and give me a beating heart. And Oh it’s so hard to describe but this empty void became flesh and I felt the emptiness go away! The darkness is gone! The cold is past! Oh thank you Father for Jesus! Thank you for His sacrifice and his forgiveness above all! I was so undeserving of it but He forgave me anyway! Then as if by a miracle I felt Your Face turn to me again! I felt your goodness and your light and your peace upon my soul again! Oh rejoice my heart for your Love has returned! I’m so glad and I can’t help but keep writing you Psalms and Love Letters and I wish in high school that maybe someone would like me enough to send me love notes but Oh I never would have expected someone to love me so much that He wrote a whole Book of Love Letters for me and all his People! Rejoice forevermore! For I will hold on to you and be stuck to you like glue! I Love You. Always.
Your Loving Child